A faraway look...

There's a faraway look in my heart.  A deep drawing and longing to go someplace unknown to me and traverse new plains.  I am weary with uncertainty and trying to make sense of the puzzling mystery that seems ever-present.  By next summer I hope I can go somewhere (far away).  It wouldn't be solely for the sake of travel and adventure, but to make some difference in the lives of others.  Additionally, I know that being helpful and forgetting myself in a healthy way would be so good for my heart and many lessons would be learned along the way.  I want to see a bigger picture of what God is calling me to, and to remember, to learn and to love.  Training of a practical nature to more effectively share the love and freedom of Christ seems to be in order.  But where?  When.  How.  I want to GO!  My heart needs adventure.